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It's not until everything goes quiet that Gustavain realizes anything is wrong.
Before that, it's just battle, one opponent after the next, call the Light to his fingertips and send it lancing out to a foe or to heal an ally. Again. Again. Again. Everyone thinks of such things in terms of their beauty, but for him, the Light has only ever been brutal in his hands, even his healing being too quick, too desperate, for subtlety and grace. He doesn't mind. War isn't beautiful.
But when the last soldier falls (and he's tried to keep as many of them just injured instead of dead as he can, but it's hard when they won't stay down) that he realizes that he might not have to worry about whether or not he's killed them afterall, because out in the frigid cold, they might all be dead, himself included. The world goes quiet-- it's just him and the ruins and the trees and the snow and his labored breathing before he pulls his scarf hurriedly up over his face to conserve warmth. Where is he? How far as he gone from the fighting? He doesn't panic, but his brain is quickly turning over his situation and how best to resolve it, ears straining against the muffling snow.
And then he hears it-- first one clash of metal against metal, then another, a cry of pain from someone, and he doesn't know friend or foe but he's running towards the sound instantly, unwilling to risk it fading and losing his way again. He's expecting to find a squad from the noises, but finds only another lone warrior, fending off half a dozen soldiers, with at least another 3-4 already dispatched. His breath catches when he sees how they are dressed, what they are wielding, because oh, he knows that weapon, but there's no time to think about that now. They are outmatched by so many, even though they have fared well to last this long, and his hands gather power now as he runs.
It's probably surprising to feel regenerative magics before she even sees that someone else has joined the battle. It's probably more surprising to see what's clearly a bundled up healer run right up beside her rather than using her as cover, light suddenly lancing in all directions. The soldiers fall back a moment, seem dazed by the brightness-- giving her an opening.
Before that, it's just battle, one opponent after the next, call the Light to his fingertips and send it lancing out to a foe or to heal an ally. Again. Again. Again. Everyone thinks of such things in terms of their beauty, but for him, the Light has only ever been brutal in his hands, even his healing being too quick, too desperate, for subtlety and grace. He doesn't mind. War isn't beautiful.
But when the last soldier falls (and he's tried to keep as many of them just injured instead of dead as he can, but it's hard when they won't stay down) that he realizes that he might not have to worry about whether or not he's killed them afterall, because out in the frigid cold, they might all be dead, himself included. The world goes quiet-- it's just him and the ruins and the trees and the snow and his labored breathing before he pulls his scarf hurriedly up over his face to conserve warmth. Where is he? How far as he gone from the fighting? He doesn't panic, but his brain is quickly turning over his situation and how best to resolve it, ears straining against the muffling snow.
And then he hears it-- first one clash of metal against metal, then another, a cry of pain from someone, and he doesn't know friend or foe but he's running towards the sound instantly, unwilling to risk it fading and losing his way again. He's expecting to find a squad from the noises, but finds only another lone warrior, fending off half a dozen soldiers, with at least another 3-4 already dispatched. His breath catches when he sees how they are dressed, what they are wielding, because oh, he knows that weapon, but there's no time to think about that now. They are outmatched by so many, even though they have fared well to last this long, and his hands gather power now as he runs.
It's probably surprising to feel regenerative magics before she even sees that someone else has joined the battle. It's probably more surprising to see what's clearly a bundled up healer run right up beside her rather than using her as cover, light suddenly lancing in all directions. The soldiers fall back a moment, seem dazed by the brightness-- giving her an opening.
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Because of course it is.
She hasn't been terribly worried about her chances, not the type to focus on odds when she could just been cutting them down, but given how they keep coming she had been starting to wonder when she might be able to catch a break. It's equal parts startling and a relief to feel her wounds healing, sparring just enough of a glance to see who has joined her. Were it any other healer, she'd yell at them to get behind her, but, well. Gustavain's face is rather well known, at this point.
Spurred on by his presence, the ferociousness of her attacks mounts again, striking down the soldiers in a way that is both wild and systematic, the darkness springing from her feet and sword a blatant contrast to the light in Gustavain's hands. It won't take long, with her strength ruined and the aid the Warrior of Light provides.
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Maybe it's just because he's the Warrior of Light. Maybe she's heard tales of Whitebrim.
Regardless, he fights in the heat of the battle with her and not at all from a safe distance, and doesn't seem bothered, healing his own wounds with an ease that speaks to practice, even if his garments are soaked through in red in several places by the time the clearing falls silent again. Once combat is over, however, she can almost feel the Commander settle back on his shoulders, a quiet poise that was utterly missing a moment before in the desperation of battle.
"Are you injured?" he sounds like any other healer, now, out of breath from the fight but voice calm and soothing, coming forward to look her over for wounds, even as she feels the shimmering of a small healing spell cast over her. That he isn't afraid of her makes sense, even if it's somewhat unusual for someone seeing her fight in her full glory. That he doesn't even seem phased by it might be slightly more surprising.
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Frankly, it’s thrilling in a way she should be hesitant to voice, that edge between life and death so slim in the way dark knights thrive so well on. Even though it’s freezing cold, she’s separated from the camp by malms, and this being a pretty horrible situation all round, she’s having more fun than she has in ages.
The fighting stops eventually, though her eager high doesn’t fade as fast. “Nope, all good!” Her voice is remarkably perky for such a fierce fighter, and she gives the elezen a playful thumbs up. She has questions, about him, about his ease with it all, but there are others to deal with right now. “We should find shelter, though- night will just make it all the colder out here.”
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"I've lost track of all the others," he admits, "I'm not sure if that was part of their plan or not. I'm sure they'll send a search party but," he shakes his head, "You're right, we won't make it that long out in the open," he pulls the hood of his coat back up, the scarf back around his face. He closes his eyes for a moment and perhaps she could be forgiven for thinking that he's using some kind of secret power that makes him the hero in so many stories.
Really, though, it's just basic conjury, a child being trained could do it. It's harder here, where the aether of the land seems fainter, where everything feels like a pull towards that insane tower, but he can sense it, the pulse of life in the ground, all the same.
"This way," he says, after a moment, "There's a stream not far from here. I don't know if there will be shelter there or not, but it seems like a good place for someone to have built one." If she has a different idea, he'll be more than happy to listen, but in the absence of that, he's headed the direction he indicated.
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They reserve their energy through the trip, though Lillian keeps her eyes peeled for any more soldiers, a hand quick to grab up to her sword at any indication of movement in the distance. Thankfully, Gustavain's instinct and conjury prove correct, and the stream has a few houses tucked up against it- now abandoned, but not entirely bare, many of its inhabitants having no reason to think anything would change as quickly as it did.
Lillian ducks her head in to check to make sure there are no survivors in any before picking one of the houses, shutting the door behind them and the lack of wind already lessening the intense chill. "They probably had a heater in here somewhere," she says, glancing back at him, "And hopefully there's enough cerulean between the houses to get it going." Not that she knows how they work... but kicking stuff usually gets it going, right?
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He knows how to use the ceruleum to fill the heater, at least barely, but nothing beyond that-- but between the two of them they get it working, the slightly acrid smell filling the air. He busies himself for a moment with making sure the windows and doors of the cabin aren't leaking in cold, but everything seems sturdy. It's a remarkably good find, enough that he comments on it,
"An unexpected silver lining," the room already seems a bit warmer, still uncomfortably cold but the difference is noticeable. He takes a moment, then, to study the woman he finds himself with-- or really, more her armor and weapon than the woman herself, and a question hangs heavy on his lips now that the immediate issues have been taken care of.
The only other Dark Knight he's met has been Sidurgu, though he's know that there were others in theory. He's kept his own soulstone close to his chest, a secret for the Scions, something he was more free about pulling out in Norvrandt, where darkness was looked to far more often as a friend. He has made his peace with himself about it, of course, but there's a difference between understanding that the darkness within him was a part of himself and being open to the world about the Warrior of Light having it. He hopes "Fray" would understand. He presumes by his silence he does.
"You are..." the question half sticks in his throat, but perhaps she can see at least some of the recognition in his eyes, "That weapon..."
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She looks around at him when he starts to speak, and there's knowing in his eyes as he looks over her, over the sword still strapped to her back. "Oh-- you know what it is?" she asks, curious. Not many people do, and that's... largely for the best, she's found. She tries to stay out of Ishgard as much as possible.
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"I..." there a million ends to that sentence, and Gustavain isn't in the habit of lying when he has no real reason to, but something twists in his throat and he gives the simplest, if not the most accurate explanation, a least to start with, "... grew up in Ishgard."
He's not looking at her like she's a heretic, though, but rather with a fascination he's not doing anything to hide.
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Her gaze is sharp, but eventually she just shrugs and goes back to what she was doing. "The answer is yes, but I'm guessing you already figured that out." And she can't tell what other followups he might have, so she's going to make him actually ask.
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"How?" it's not an unkind question in the slightest, still said with that tone of a kind of wonder, "I... was given to understand such while such jobstones were not lost so much as scattered, ones with the power to teach such a discipline were... rare."
Singular, actually, but if she doesn't actively know about Sidurgu, he won't be the one to betray that confidence. He wouldn't put it past the bastard to have taught someone else and just never said a word to him about it.
And if she learned our way?
He doesn't have an answer for that, not even in his own head.
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If he's not going to trust her, then why would she trust him?
Though she's definitely not going to divulge her secrets to him just like that, the cheerful bounce to her step and the little hum she has going under her breath are not really an act either, coming over to offer a blanket and a cushion and setting a pot on top of the heater. She has no idea if that will actually work to boil water, but she can hope.
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Who are you to deny us?
But there's only the glimpse of it as she turns and by the time she turns back around, his demeanor has changed yet again, something pensive sitting on his shoulders as he stares for a moment at his hands on the small table. There's nothing external to even attempt to guess at his thoughts with, but it's clear the conversation has more import to him than simply idle conversation. He takes the blanket with a tilt of his head in thanks, wrapping it around himself and then, some decision reached, he finally speaks again,
"You don't have to say," his tone is gentler, now. Absent is the previous curiosity. This is not an attempt to convince her, this is something being said on it's own, "But you should know that it is, perhaps, at least a little my business." He shifts his hands and leaves his own jobstone on the table, raising his gaze steadily to meet hers.
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She waits for him to speak, something almost expectant in her stance. It's clear he's brought all this up for a reason, it's just she doesn't know what it is and isn't really in the mood to try and sort it out. So she stands there, hands on her hips as the room continues to warm up, until he finally gets to the point.
"See, that makes more sense," she says, pointing a finger at him, nothing accusatory, more with an air of 'why can't people just say what they mean.' She smiles again, reaching up to fix her twin-tails after discarding her armored gloves. "I found the job stone when I came to Eorzea," she says simply, "After a while I ran into some else who had one, and they helped me refine my skills a bit more before we parted ways." So... not entirely dissimilar to Gustavain's experience, though she makes no mention of her own 'Fray.' (But really, would he?)
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"Would you care for assistance with your armor?" he's clearly putting the conversation at least somewhat behind him, behind them both, for the moment.
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The room is finally starting to be warm enough that taking it off won't doom her to freezing, so she nods. "Yes please~" It's not impossible to undo herself, but there have definitely been nights where it's been too much trouble to deal with before passing out into bed, and that seems like a bad plan right now.
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Still, better to busy oneself in activity, right? So he stands and moves to assist her with the bindings. Her specific armor is not one that's familiar to him, but he generally knows how to remove similar fastenings and works in a meditative silence on them unless she interrupts him.
For her pauldrons and the top straps of her breastplate, that's easier standing, though he has to stoop with their height differences, but he takes a knee to work the rest, gracefully, his mind mostly on the work.
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She waits until she feels it loosen enough that she can remove it, slipping it off to reveal the slim frame underneath. She's strong, there's no doubt about that, but she could also easily blend into a crowd without her armor (or even with it glamoured over) which is almost certainly a helpful trait. She turns back to him while he's still on his knees, unable to help the curve of her lips. He looks good like that.
"Thanks~" she says, almost instinctively leaning down to drop a little kiss on his head. She still had some layers on under the armor, but they're tight, conforming to her body without restricting movement to allow her as much freedom in the bulky armor as possible. It also has the effect of showing off every one of her curves, which Gustavain will definitely have the chance to appreciate from his current position.
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He glances up at her, midway through a buckle, startled, when she kisses the top of his head and the motion draws his eyes up her body in a way that feels less like he's leering and more inevitable. Which is then that she learns that it's possible to make the Warrior of Light, Ender of the Dragonsong War, Savior of Eorzea blush in a soft spray across his cheeks, before he ducks his head again to continue his work on her leg armor and greaves.
"Ah... you're welcome," he doesn't seem nervous or uncomfortable, but she has very clearly thrown him a bit.
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With the doors and windows sealed shut, and the doors to the of the house close to concentrate the heat to this room, it's finally becoming an acceptable temperature. Putting the rest of her armor aside, she turns to look him over, taking him in. "You probably shouldn't stay in all that, either," she says, eyeing the blood all over him. Sure, they're robes, but anything worn for battle is not generally comfortable to rest in.
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The answer is a pair of frankly tiny shorts, though they cover everything they need to without being particularly obscene about it, with leather straps at the bottom that either seem designed to hold the shorts down or possibly to hold his socks, still under leather thigh boots, up. They're perfectly acceptable to downright tame underneath the longer healer's coat, but they seem a bit scandalous like this, somehow. That and she can see quite a bit of his thighs even while the rest of him is covered.
He doesn't seem to really notice or care, and he moves to sit down to work on his own boots after apparently testing that the air is, in fact, warm enough to bother disrobing more.
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"There's still plenty in here," she says curiously as she sips the drink, the warmth and hydration both doing her good, "Seems like no one expected anything to happen."
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There's something sharp and wary about his gaze when she moves to the teapot, and he holds off on his boots so he can watch her like a hawk while she pours, but his smile and voice are warm when she brings the cup over to him,
"Thank you," he wraps his fingers around the cup, but he doesn't drink until she does. It's very, very subtle, she'd never notice if she, herself, wasn't trained in etiquette, though it's hard to tell whether he's following etiquette or fears being poisoned with the combination of things. Either way, he draws no attention to it beyond that, and he does drink, so she must have done something to satisfy that.
"It certainly seems that way. Or that they weren't given much time to leave. Even so, I would expect some kind of turmoil. One of the houses had some small amount of disarray, but not what I would have expected of a fleeing person, even one without time to grab anything but what they carried."
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Lillian nods, looking around the room once more. "It looks more like they just got up and... left," she says, "Not evacuating, more like... they went out to the yard to do something and then never came back." It's odd, and a bit eerie when thought about too hard.
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He takes a slow sip of his tea, goes back to working his boots off until he reveals that, indeed, the straps on his pants are at least in part to hold his socks up. He could fight just as easily naked as a white mage, so he's not particularly concerned about getting comfortable once it's been established that's what they're doing, settling in for the night, or at least for long enough to get warmed up and have their layers dry.
"It seems more likely they were conscripted, but it seems odd that they wouldn't bring more, or close their houses up." Or that there wouldn't be children. He doesn't voice that, though, because he can think of no alternative where he likes the answer to the question of where the children are, and he would like to sleep this evening.
"Can you hear anything on yours?" he says, indicating his linkshell and somewhat changing the subject, "Mine's been static this whole time."
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"It doesn't make any sense," she grumbles, but she'll still drink her tea. It wouldn't be any good to waste it. As for the link pearl, attached towards the back of her horn, she shakes her head. "No, nothing for a while now. Maybe the tower's screwing that up, too." Her attunement to aether is... not great, but everything just feels wrong with those towers.
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"They're going to scout, of course, but I'd rather haul the ceruleum with us and see if we can make it to another place to use it rather than sit here until it runs out, hoping they find us." He's not quite as much a person of action as she is, but he definitely will get antsy if they stay here longer than needed to rest up and get fully warmed and dry.
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"I suppose we have to wait and see, then," she says, which she is not terribly happy about as is but they do likely need the rest. Not that's feeling particularly restful yet, still amped up from the fight and their earlier conversation. She'll try to drink her tea and settle in, but sitting still has never been a strong skill of hers and Gustavain can already see that.
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"I learned how to knit my clothes back up the same as flesh, but I still have to do armor the hard way. Do you want any assistance with yours?"
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"Oh, do you have tools with you?" She knows how to patch up her own armor as well, but left her tools and such back at the camp. More out of overconfidence than anything- had Gustavain not shown up, she may not have bothered to take shelter and would be trying to make her way back.
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She'll hop up to her feet in one quick motion, moving to grab her armor and settle back on the floor next to Gustavain. "I appreciate the help!" Even minor repairs are helpful, given the situation. And the fact that the situation he came upon with her absolutely surrounded by enemies is not uncommon.
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"A weaver, hm? Shall I pay you to patch my armor up while we wait, then, instead? I'm certain it could use it," there's the hint of an opening left deliberately there, nothing she can put her finger on precisely, more than just that it sounds like an invitation to banter, but the door is open nevertheless.
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Just like his words, there's clearly something else in there, a testing sort of banter. She's getting to like him already, quite different from what she'd thought the Warrior of Light would be like- and while she's sure she could have gotten along fine for a single night with what she'd imagined, this is more fun. Especially since she's wondering if he'll catch on to her tone, that a simple 'please' isn't what she's implying...
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"I've been told I'm very persuasive when I've a mind to be," he returns in the same tone, "How nicely would you need to be asked?"
He's saying that like he's still talking about asking, but if before the door was opened a crack, he's basically just kicked it open. There's still a hint of plausible deniability here, on both their sides, but he doesn't seem hesitant to name what they're talking about so much as enjoying the push-and-pull a bit longer.
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"Hmmm... very, very nicely," she hums, and then adds on like she's trying to be helpful, "Begging works. Or some people grovel. I can be pretty flexible."
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"You'd make even the Warrior of Light beg?" It's not a challenge. The tone is soft, still teasing a bit perhaps, but it's clear now where they're headed. He's been sitting on one of the dining room chairs this whole time, but it's a simple matter to slip out of it to his knees. With the way she's sitting on the floor and his own height, he's still looming over her a bit, but the position is nothing if not obvious.
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(There is it, why this might be familiar. She wants to see, you want to show her--)
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"Mm, I do," he confirms, because it's important, "I want to." And then, because it's also important, "If you want someone who'll fight you, say so now. I'd not wish to prove unsatisfactorily... accommodating, but I've little mind to resist otherwise." And then, there's still a little smirk, his humor as always rising to the forefront, a little show that she need not worry his easy acquiescence means losing his personality,
"Besides, what is the point in resistance when both of us can mend," he teases, but also allows, draws part of a line-- she is the clothing mender, of course, that's how this started, but he can knit flesh, bone. It's permission, if she wants it, deliberately open-ended.
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She shifts up, bringing her legs to either side of his, raised up so she's closer to his face (which has the side effect of showing off how very toned her lower half is). "That doesn't mean I'm not going to hurt you, though," she warns, her bubbly voice now rich and dark as she leans in, biting down on the curve of his neck.
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He doesn't have anything smart to say to her telling him she's going to hurt him, but the way the side of his mouth curls up in a little smirk says everything he's not about how he feels about it. And then her teeth dig into his skin and he makes the sweetest little noise, soft and aching.
It's been a long time since he let himself indulge like this. He's going to enjoy every moment of it.
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She gives him a brief little kiss to his lips, similar to that head kiss she gave him earlier, before turning her faze down towards his remaining clothing. "Get the rest of this off," she tells him simply, "...Unless you really want to test my mending skills, I suppose."