It's more a factor of intensity than emotion, though the emotion is part of the intensity, that leaves him wrecked in the aftermath. He can't seem to stop petting the other man, even as the rest of his body seems to want to just melt into the earth.
The wholeness of it feels strange, even now. They are both making love to someone who is not their lover and who is all the same. He can't stop the tenderness in his gestures, the intimacy, even if he had wanted to. He can't imagine wanting to.
He needs to talk to Phillip. His Phillip. He never wants to move again.
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The wholeness of it feels strange, even now. They are both making love to someone who is not their lover and who is all the same. He can't stop the tenderness in his gestures, the intimacy, even if he had wanted to. He can't imagine wanting to.
He needs to talk to Phillip. His Phillip. He never wants to move again.