Even if he were interested in egging Gustavain on, he might find it hard to egg him on much more than he's already moving. He's waiting only for the signs that things don't hurt before he moves onwards, and if there are no signs that anything hurts, he'll barely bother with prep at all before he's slicking his cock with the oil.
Really, really, he ought to give this more consideration. He's fairly certain that Phillip wouldn't mind him doing this, is fairly certain that it isn't wrong in any way, but just because something isn't wrong doesn't mean that it's right, or even a good idea. This is not a good idea. There are a hundred reasons why this is not a good idea.
He's pushing inside him anyway.
He goes slow, or tries to, but unless there's any pained sounds, he also doesn't stop. He's tired of thinking about all of this, tired of having the world rest on his shoulders, tired already of carrying the truth and he's only borne it a few minutes. He's not about to throw any of it away, but he's more than willing to just... set it down for a few minutes, lose himself in this.
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Really, really, he ought to give this more consideration. He's fairly certain that Phillip wouldn't mind him doing this, is fairly certain that it isn't wrong in any way, but just because something isn't wrong doesn't mean that it's right, or even a good idea. This is not a good idea. There are a hundred reasons why this is not a good idea.
He's pushing inside him anyway.
He goes slow, or tries to, but unless there's any pained sounds, he also doesn't stop. He's tired of thinking about all of this, tired of having the world rest on his shoulders, tired already of carrying the truth and he's only borne it a few minutes. He's not about to throw any of it away, but he's more than willing to just... set it down for a few minutes, lose himself in this.